Hello Again

I've disappeared for a bit. In my head it was only a few months but as I look back it has been nearly a year since I've written here. I've ridded a rollercoaster of creativity in the last 12 months and I have dearly missed expressing myself in this space. For a while a lost sight of the point, why write when no one reads? Why talk about myself at all? The truth is I still haven't an answer and I doubt any one is out there wondering where I've been (though your support of my endeavors has never been lost on me). I do know now that there is not a thing with writing and creative for the sake of writing and creating, because it brings me joy and peace and fulfillment. Whether someone's eyes ever fall on it do

es not matter so much as whether it sooths my heart and mind, and it does. That is, after all how this began in the first place. Me sharing my thoughts whether anyone read them or not. Somehow I got lost in the muddle of trying to be something or someone. I got lost searching for validity and approval from others when I never needed it in the first place.

In a break I have lost my touch and not had a single thing to say. Even still as a sit here now I hesitate to publish this thinking it doesn't matter. But I do know it does matter. Why else would God have designed me to love writing if He didn't think it mattered?

That is all for this bit. Perhaps soon I will return again with something more riveting to say.

Also my hair is pink, so there is that.

Lastly, that photograph of flowers is just one I found online. But it takes my breath away and I wish I could smell it.